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18th July 2005

12:51am: church
This is my first update in a while, So saturday night I went to a young adult service and had a great time. We just spent the whole time just trying to find the presence of the holy spirit. It was really cool tough, I wrote some poetry to the Lord, and spent a good hour in prayer about who I actually am in the Lord. I really don't know though,I'm not a hundred percent sure what God has planned for my future, or what I'm supposed to do in the next couple of years. I'm in some intence prayer about this subject right now. I can really use your prayers about this subject. God Bless,
Robbie

30th August 2004

10:26am: woot woot
well, a couple of really awesome things are happening lately. First, Mike Pruett is back, yeah, he's so flippin awesome. I can't wait until new leader training, it's going to rock my socks off, and i'm going to be a better person after it :). So I've been hanging out with the sauce (Pruett) quite a bit lately, met a TON of college people, I love hanging out with college people, it's so much fun to sit in a college house and play tiger woods golf, lol, I got a double eagle adam, hahahahahaha, what ya gonna do about it. lol. SO anyway, Mike already opened up my eyes to some stuff I need to really work on, and I know he's right, cause he's telling me what God wants him to tell me. I had some awesome quiet times, and I'm back on the right track towards christ. Work was cool today, then I got to go to the vineyard, awesome money talk, it was great. About how we judge the wrong way, taught me alot about how jesus didn't want us to not speak our mind, but not to do it in a way that would make us
A. Feel superior
B. Bring the other person down
when we talk to people for those reasons, we are sinning, and we will be judged by God in the exact same way we judged. Jesus Christ is amazing, and I will praise him, no matter what anyone says, or doesn't want to do around me.
God Bless, Robbie (chipmunk), lol Garrett

24th August 2004

12:28pm: it's been a while, now hasn't it
Hey everyone, what's up. Well I've just been chilling lately. I figured out that working full time really does suck alot. I work daily and now I can't really hang out with as many people as I want to. It really stinks. I wish I could hang out with my friends just as much as I used to. But I have priorities that outweigh my hanging out time, sadly. So how is everyone been lately, hopefully you reply, tell me how you are doing. And i'll do my best to talk back to ya. And hopefully hang out with everyone.

20th July 2004

12:35pm: thanks Danny/Dannie/Dannielle, act like i know how to spell
ok, so something weird. Thank You so much for an amazing campaigners tonight Dannielle, I'm going to spell it out cause i'm cool. I went home and actually layed it all out for god, and then some really cool stuff happened. I'm really surprised, I think God was just waiting for me to lay it all, Thank you so much, I really respect that, God's doing amazing things through you, and I wanted to thank you personally for a great campaigners, thank you, byers
Current Mood: thankful

11th July 2004

10:33pm: yo
I really don't have much to say, that hasn't already been said. Well I've been spending alot of time in my room, just thinking about stuff. I'm asking you all to just pray for me, I have a horrible decision I have to make, and I don't wanna have to make it. If things don't change soon, I don't know what i'm going to do. I'm going a little bit crazy.
Byers
Current Mood: crappy

7th July 2004

2:56pm: wow
well it's been quite some time since I last updated. Alot's been going on since then, i gruated,hat was cool. Uh broke up with katie, that was well not so cool but better in the long run. I went to Young Life Camp, which was awesome, totally the second best week of my life, being that my first camp was the best week of my life, it was still totally amazing, I say a ton of people led to christ, and that's what it's all about. It's not about the music, the people, the skits, it's about helping teens out and leading them to christ. It was an awesome week and i'm back in lj, yeah
well have a good da everyone. Byers
Current Mood: accomplished
2:56pm: wow
well it's been quite some time since I last updated. Alot's been going on since then, i gruated,hat was cool. Uh broke up with katie, that was well not so cool but better in the long run. I went to Young Life Camp, which was awesome, totally the second best week of my life, being that my first camp was the best week of my life, it was still totally amazing, I say a ton of people led to christ, and that's what it's all about. It's not about the music, the people, the skits, it's about helping teens out and leading them to christ. It was an awesome week and i'm back in lj, yeah
well have a good da everyone. Byers
Current Mood: accomplished
2:56pm: wow
well it's been quite some time since I last updated. Alot's been going on since then, i gruated,hat was cool. Uh broke up with katie, that was well not so cool but better in the long run. I went to Young Life Camp, which was awesome, totally the second best week of my life, being that my first camp was the best week of my life, it was still totally amazing, I say a ton of people led to christ, and that's what it's all about. It's not about the music, the people, the skits, it's about helping teens out and leading them to christ. It was an awesome week and i'm back in lj, yeah
well have a good da everyone. Byers
Current Mood: accomplished

14th June 2004

12:59am: Play sausage! Who has the longest?
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8th June 2004

11:53am: wellllll
Well, i'm graduated now. That's pretty cool, I don't really know what's been wrong with me. I'm reverting back to my old self and I don't know why. I really need to straighten up my act, or I might really screw up soon. It's been weird though, I'm just so tired of some people and some stuff that's going on in my life.I just want some of it just stop. When I pray I don't know who i'm talking to anymore, when I praise I just feel unemotional. And when I think about Jesus, all I feel is guilt lately, I don't know what's wrong with me. I seem happy, I should be happy, but i'm not. I put on a fake smile, and try to act all happy and jumpy but inside I want to cry, and I feel like no one's seen it, and no one wants to help. It seems that none of my friends know when I'm depressed I get happier around them, but it's not real happiness. It's fake, and I want it to stop, but It won't, i'm so confused and I don't know what to do about it. I love you guys, someone call me, 988-5195, and I hope someone shows up at my graduation party,
SATURDAY JUNE 12th AT THE FISHERMANS CLUB, 3:00, please be there, it'll be fun.
Current Mood: confused

31st May 2004

9:54pm: first
wow, this is my first update in a while. I've just been in a lot of pain lately, i'm going back to feeling alone, I really need some prayer, it's driving me crazy. I know that tomorrow i'm not going to school, i'm not going to see any of my friends, unfortunately, I tried to hang out with my friends tonight, but I felt bad all night. I just feel like a leech around them, like none of them want me there sometimes, It really hurts sometimes, but I know there not doing anything wrong, it's me, and I don't know what's wrong with me, I'm just weird. I'm sorry everyone about pushing the birthday thing, i'm just excited, I'm not being serious about buying me things, I knew for a fact that no one would of actually done it, that's why i said it. Please don't be mad at me. I'm starting to really just want to be gone sometimes, just not have to deal with anything. My mom told me that she's tired of me, and that I need to start looking for a place to live. She's kicking me out, and I have no idea what I'm going to do.
Current Mood: distressed

23rd May 2004

10:50pm: Update: 4000000000000000333322209787uq9845489, wow i'm a busy boy, and that's a q, wow
I'm in a joyous mood right now, I don't really know why, it's just Jesus Christ is so amazing he can just throw me in this amazing mood. And just to say, Lilo and Stitch is a great movie, my favorite quote is
the aliens are invading my house, oh wait it's ok, my dog found the chainsaw
I'm just loving Jesus Christ right now, his glory is expressed in everything around us. I guess it's since at the Lock In, I got to sit down next to some garbage cans and just look at God's amazing creation, the sunrise, I actually clicked in me, something happened then, and I don't know what, but something happened, I don't want to be a couch potato christian anymore, I want to be powerful in the lord, I want to bring people to his name, and love them like Jesus Christ would. I want to beat up spiritual demons, go Jackie Chan on their butts, ghyaaaaaaa.
Well I love Jesus Christ, and I just wanted to say
RECEIVE HIM, that goes out to my mom, she's proud of me because of the way i dress
Current Mood: amused

22nd May 2004

1:54pm: Well
LIfe has been interesting lately, I wonder why when you start getting closer to God, the devil wants to mess with you more and more, I guess he really is scared of what we can become. Well last night was interesting, i went to work which wasn't taht bad, got to talk to a cool kid named Chris, we were doing dishes, then I went to a lock in. It was kinda weird because the young life leaders didn't stay, I really wish they would of, it would of been more fun. I met this girl named Stephanie, i was told she was exactly like me, kind of like a bizarro robbie, wait no, that's opposite, ok, I confused myself now. Anyways, she was cool and I got to hang out with her for a while, although no to ty's best hopes, I don't like her like a girl that I'd like to go out with, that is reserved for one lady right now, and I'm still in prayer about that. Overall it was a good night, except for the bruise on my leg, crowe plays rough. Well good night everyone, god bless you this beautiful day.
Oh and P.S. me and Crowe are coming back to Trenton, were so flippin tired, about to fall asleep as soon as I walk in, and then, bam the phone rings, and sure enough it's taco bell, can you come in till 2:00 or so, so i was frying nachos about to fall asleep in the fryer, ok, now i'm going to go to sleep.
Current Mood: tired

19th May 2004

10:44pm: The Lord and His Love be Praised
The last few days have just been interesting, God's been revealing a few things to me. I'm starting to see my purpose be slowly unveiled. He's been whispering in my ear that I don't need to try so hard with people, that I have friends who truly care about me, it's hard to believe, but it's true.I need to start giving my time to the people who are not saved, start giving my time to people who really need it, and want something that they don't have. I don't know what this really means, but I want to help people, my heart aches to see people not know the love of Jesus Christ, I know i'm not perfect, but I know that I have had a hole filled in my heart, he is amazing in every way, and I just want to tell everyone that. It's just really been pressing on my heart the chances and places I have to praise his almighty name, and I'm not going to hold back, or blend in any more, I'm tired of going to work, and not talking about God when I can. I'm tired of shutting up about the love of Jesus Christ, that's not what were here for, and that's not what I'm going to do while I am on this earth. I'm not scared of making enemies anymore, that doesn't scare me.
On another note, I need to find a church, if anyone knows a cool church that is close by, relatively, I'd love to check it out, I just need to find a body of Christ to be a part of.
Current Mood: loved
5:56pm:
Your Ultimate Purity Score Is...
CategoryYour Score Average
Self-Lovin'71.7%
Explored the pleasures of the flesh
65.1%
Shamelessness100%
79.4%
Sex Drive 97.4%
The Pope is envious
77.8%
Straightness66.1%
Felt someone up once
44.9%
Gayness 100%
83.6%
Fucking Sick100%
90%
You are 87.21% pure
Average Score: 72.7%

18th May 2004

10:25am: Something I learned
Five Iron Frenzy: World without end

For all the deepest thought compiled,philosophy
to laws of physics,
no one's ever heard or seen,
a more beautiful thing,
than this love that saved us.

Chorus:
In the soundless awe and wonder,
words fall short to hope again.
How beautiful,
how vast your love is,
new forever,
world without an end.

The very spark that burns the stars,
drew near to me today,
the God of everything that is,
whispered in my ear that His love is boundless.

Sometimes we just need to praise jesus christ for his love. His love is the thing that saved us, we are saved by faith, faith in his love. I can honestly say right here that I LOVE jesus christ with all of my heart. And I'm going to preach his love, not the rules of the church, i was saved by Jesus Christs forgiveness and love, not by the rules that the church set up for me, that drew me away from christ. Once I found Jesus Christ, I learned the rules he set up, and I abide by them, but we are drawn by his love, I truly believe that. This song is an awesome praise to his amazing Love. And that's what I'm going to show non-christians, his love, not his rules. Watch Joshua, it's a solid movie, what are we turning into, the pharisees, only worrying about rules, and not about the love that Jesus Christ has for every single one of us.
The bible is the rules that we should live by.-Catholic Leader
No, I think this book is a love letter from God.-Joshua
God Bless everyone, Jesus Loves You
Current Mood: accomplished

12th May 2004

1:31pm: Two amazing songs, I have both of them on cd.
Five Iron Frenzy: Every New Day
When I was young, the smallest trick of light,
Could catch my eye,
Then life was new and every new day,
I thought that I could fly.
I believed in what I hoped for,
And I hoped for things unseen,
I had wings and dreams could soar,
I just don't feel like flying anymore.
When the stars threw down their spears,
Watered Heaven with their tears,
Before words were spoken,
Before eternity.

Dear Father, I need you,
Your strength my heart to mend.
I want to fly higher,
Every new day again.

When I was small, the furthest I could reach,
Was not so high,
Then I thought the world was so much smaller,
Feeling that I could fly.
Through distant deeps and skies,
Behind infinity,
Below the face of Heaven,
He stoops to create me.

Dear Father, I need you,
Your strength my heart to mend.
I want to fly higher,
Every new day again.

Man versus himself.
Man versus machine.
Man versus the world.
Mankind versus me.
The struggles go on,
The wisdom I lack,
The burdens keep pilling
Up on my back.
So hard to breathe,
To take the next step.
The mountain is high,
I wait in the depths.
Yearning for grace,
And hoping for peace.
Dear God...
Increase.
Healing hands of God have mercy on our unclean souls once again.
Jesus Christ, light of the world burning bright within our hearts forever.
Freedom means love without condition,
without a beginning or an end.
Here's my heart, let it be forever Your's,
Only You can make every new day seem so new.

Relient K: I am Understood?
sometimes its embarrassing to talk to you
to hold a conversation with the only one who sees right through
this version of myself i try to hide behind
i'll bury my face because my disgrace will leave me terrified
and sometimes i'm so thankful for your loyalty
your love regardless of the mistakes i make will spoil me
my confidence is, in a sense, a gift you've given me
and i'm satisfied to realize you're all i'll ever need

you looked into my life and never stopped
and you're thinking all my thoughts
are so simple but so beautiful
and you recite my words right back to me
before i even speak
you let me know, i am understood

and sometimes i spend my time just trying to escape
i work so hard, so desperately, in an attempt to escape
cause i want distance from the utmost important thing i know
i see your love, then turn my back, and beg for you to go

you're the only one who understands completely
you're the only one who knows me yet still loves (me) completely
and sometimes the place i'm at is at a loss of words
if i think of something worthy, i know that it is already yours

and through the times i've faded and you've outlined me again
you've just patiently waited, to bring me back and then
the noise has broken my defense
let me embrace salvation
your voice has broken my defense
let me embrace salvation
Current Mood: accomplished
1:27pm: YOUNG LIFE TONIGHT AT 8:00 AT JOEL SOUTHARDS HOUSE. BE THERE OR BE SQUARE.

11th May 2004

11:35pm: HEY EVERYONE JUST A REMINDER

WEDNESDAY MAY 12, THERE IS YOUNG LIFE CLUB AT JOEL SOUTHARDS HOUSE. THIS CLUB IS SPECIAL BECAUSE IT'S STUDENT LED CLUB, AND FOR ALL YOU WHO REMEMBER HIM, ROB ESTRIDGE IS DOING MUSIC, THIS SHOULD BE A SOLID CLUB, IF YOU NEED A RIDE, CALL JUSTIN CROWE, ADAM CROSBY, OR ANY OF THE YOUNG LIFE LEADERS.
GOD BLESS AND HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE.

10th May 2004

11:17am:
What Kind of Anime Do You Belong In?
by Amb
Whats Your Name?
Whats your favorite song?
How Old Are You?
Whats Your Favorite Color?
Whats Your Anime?Tenchi Muyo
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sweet, that's an awesome anime

3rd May 2004

11:14am: Turning around
how amazing is jesus christ in our lives. He can change us from a murdering psycho to a lover of christ. Just look at what happened to Saul. He's walking in the park, lalala, and them blam he's blinded by the light, and sees who and what God Really is, and he becomes Paul, one of the strongest christians in the bible. The best verse I can think of when I think of this is 2nd Corinthians 5:17 Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new. I think this verse is so solid because it shows what Christ truly can do for us. He can make us new creations, we don't have to struggle with the sinful ways of the past, we don't have to be judged for that, because we are new creations. I tell you, please don't look at christians at what they used to be before they found Jesus Christ. Look at them for what they are now, with the love of Jesus Christ.
And as a side note, please don't have grudges against other christians, I am going through this myself, it hurts the people involved in the struggle, and everyone around it. Becuase of a struggle with another christian, I was hurting young life kids from learning about Jesus Christ, I can't handle that. So from now on I will not be at the young life bible study, I will still go to campaigners, and give the Club Talk, but I will not go to bible study, I can't handle hindering someone elses relationship with Christ. That's not my place in the world, God Bless everyone.
Verse of the day: Ephesians 6:12
For we do not wrestle agains flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this age, against spiritual hosts of wickedness in the heavenly places.
Current Mood: contemplative

30th April 2004

1:18pm: woot woot
Well, I'm taking a page from a friend of mine. Shouldn't we do everything in jesus' name, when we have fun, do it in jesus' name, and then it will be better. This journal hasn't been much in jesus' name, so now it will be. I am now only going to post things in this journal that god wants me to post. I will post what I learn daily from god, and somethings god wants me to tell all of you, my friends.
I've been seeing alot of decreasing of spiritual fire in young life lately. I think we've all been a little depressed since Club ended, but that's no reason to stop God's amazing works in this organization. The reason we do this is to show kids how cool and amazing christ really is. Today i'm going out to purchase some duel master decks, then i'm going home to play this game with some kids i really do care about. I want to give everything I possibly can to Jesus Christ. And I'm starting to see what God wants me to do in my life. I want to be a teacher of photography, and during college, I want to be a young life leader, and help out kids I love in Jesus' Christ's name. In Jesus' name. Amen
Current Mood: accomplished

25th April 2004

9:25pm: Weird
I've been thinking about alot of things lately. I really think that I should spend alot less time with some of the young life guys, and spend more time with friends who i've not been spending much time with lately. I haven't been getting many hours at work, so i'm pretty low on mula, lol. But i'll survive, at least I hope i will, lol. I had a good time the last few days, spent some time with katie, and that was awesome. Watched Shaolin Soccer, that's a wonderful movie. Hmm, well I get some pictures taken tomorrow, so i won't be at school, maybe after school, but not in the morning, wait, i will be there after school, lol. Can't miss Frisbee Golf with the young life guys, then I get to go to drivers ed for a while, then go out to eat at Richards, yeah, then at richards, we get to talk about Student Led Club, which I'm praying about, I really am hoping that I'm allowed to give the talk. Crosing my fingers, and praying to god. Well, that's all for now little children of god. I love you all.
Not by works of righteousness which we have done, but according to his mercy he saved us, by the washing of regeneration, and renewing of the Holy Ghost. (Titus 3:5 KJV)

22nd April 2004

11:19pm: good day
Well today was a very good day, I got to hang out with Adam and Scott, double the fun. We listened to one of the guys from the blue collar comedy tour, the drunk one, I forgot the name, but he was funny. Me and Scott got the new Five Iron Frenzy cd, it's a-flippin-mazing. I spent the night at home, watched shaolin soccer, which was hillarious, great movie, i suggest it. Robbie approved. Well i'll see you all at e-wood tomorrow, it should be a good day. Byers everyone, good night.
Current Mood: thankful
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